A life interrupted. That’s what this feels like. Re-entry is close to my heart because mine was so unsettling. When I left Uganda in 2013, I’d followed a plan. IĀ had the goodbye celebration, like so many global workersĀ right now haven’t. I got to hug my people and cry. I got toĀ revel in the victories. Still,Ā leaving […]
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The weight of the world is grief now. The ocean mirrors how I feel. Grey, turbulent, tossed about. The heaviness of another morning of unknowns. Or worse, more bad news. My toddler wakes up with a fever, crying. I press my lips to his forehead and try to still my racing thoughts. What if? We
There is still beauty in the world the seagull wing feathered in the sand molten and silvery waves in motion tousled as the sonās curls, the ocean curved around him a wrestled embrace white coral weathered by sun lying in promise The birds diving on as if they knew a secret knew
“Regulation is theĀ nervous system’sĀ ability to navigate the highs and lows of activation (triggering) and return to calm. ” -Patti Elledge (Trauma Therapist) Right now the world feels like itās in chaos. With the coronavirus pandemic, and travel bans in place, the stock market plummeting, toilet paper shortages, and our jobs and economic futures uncertain, there
It was 6:00 in the morning. Iād woken up early to slip out before the baby woke. The silhouette of pine trees contrasting against the shimmering grey of the lake comforted me, beckoned me. I had dreams of having my morning coffee on the deck and doing some writing. Alone. I just wanted to be
Motherhood isnāt what I thought it would be. I hate even saying that. Eight weeks in and Iām dreaming of a Mexican beach. Completely alone. No tiny fingernails digging into my flesh. If youāve seen my Instagram feed then you know I had a baby. A long awaited, long fought for baby. A baby I
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I want so badly to do this perfectly. It’s like somewhere inside I believe if I do all the “right things” I can keep the bad things at bay. I hold tightly to this belief like a child gripping a flashlight to chase away the monsters under the bed. Almost 8 months pregnant, I plan
Yesterday I did my first Facebook Live on myĀ business page. I was excited and nervousĀ (I donāt love being on video so this was a personal ābeing braveā moment for me)Ā and I was worried technology wouldnāt cooperate, but it went beautifully! Toxic Missions Environments: Is it you or them who is unhealthy? Posted by Sarita Hartz
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It’s that time again! I’m doing another survey, and things might get controversial, which I’m stoked about! If you’re a missionary/global worker of any kind, (whether current or former) I want to hear your story. Specifically around your experiences with your Sending Organization/Church/NGO. This is your chance to rate your sending organization (Exciting huh?)Ā This can
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If you’d asked me a few years ago, this wouldn’t have been the hill I staked my flag on. Hell, I’m not even sure I want to now….aren’t Millennials kinda (pardon my French)…assholes? But every day I see beautiful, passionate, world changers torn to bits by the machine that is missions, limping home disillusioned, cynical,
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I got to see my baby today. He’s eight weeks and the size of a wild strawberry, tiny as a jelly bean with little limbs. The heart is already flickering at 172. I’d never seen my baby’s heartbeat. I’d never had a happy ultrasound. On the black and white screenĀ this rainbow babyĀ was hanging out upside
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I’ve realized in my work that when you want to serve people the way they want to be served and you’re not sure how to do that, it’sĀ best just to ask. It’s amazing how validating and soothing the simple words, “What do you need?” can be. To this end, I’ve created a brief, 5 minute
